Profile Of The Clueless
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
Hello frens.. welcome to the freshy baked, brand new lexus's blog. 4 more mths b4 NS, im bored.. hence.. alwayzlex.blogspot.com has revived it colours. n i hope.. it will revitalise my spirits now.. kinda been in a low spirit nowadays.. slackin.. doin practically nth evdae.. kinda hate my life nw.. i gt to noe this gal of late n she sorta turn a cold shoulder on me. we started off chattin lyk long lost frens.. n hit off well. but.. ever since sunday. she told me she became into a diff person.. was wonderin whether is it mood swing. she told me that her mum confiscated her hp. n ever since den.. we seldom chat. is she ok or is she avoidin me? on monday. i sorta called her up in d afternoon n she sounded strange. din tok much n she juz hang up on me. dat nite.. she was busy with "personnal things" so i did not bother her much.. den b4 she went offline she said this.. "lex.. i juz hope everything is fine even thou its not. tc n gd nite." den on. i did not hear frm her. i dropped an email n smsed her. but to no avail. the following day, i found out that she deleted mi from frenster n only allowed ppl within her to send msgs to her. i beginnin to wonder.. wadz with the 360 change in her. 1 possibility i cud not rule out is she has been grounded by her parents n her parents has seized her possession online n offline. otherwise, she prob cud be avoidin mi. i kept tellin myself its possibility no.1 but.. there is a high possiblity of no.2 . ironically, i hv been troubled by this.. hope evthing will return to normal after her exams. but.. this is d 1st time this has happened. previously, my frens will tell mi not to msg them n stuffs.. but this happened so aruptly. sth is wrong. okay..
nx up.. on monday.. siya came online n i had a 'decent' chat with her.
i spoke to her rgd edmund.. n told her dat she trusted the wrong person.. i gave her a choice of whether to choose me as a fren or edmund. she chose both. okay. i finally gave up on her.. i use to help her a lot.. gave faith in her.. talk her out.. advisin her n stuffs.. even stood up for her wen edmund(her ex) tried to bully her.. but.. silly me bein too busybody.. she gave lots of promises to me sayin she wud try to forget edmund.. wudnt wanna patch with him n stuffs.. but its all a lie.. she still has the desire within her.. ok.. i hv no feelings for her btw.. n i guess this is how it ends.. i told her.. sorry.. ever since she told mi on the fone when edmund is around.. not to bother about this matter.. she is no longer my fren. period. i went thr so much trouble scoldin edmund n stuffs.. helpin my ex gave him a piece of her mind.. n siya juz told me not to bother.. fine. since she luvs to be controlled by edmund.. plz cont. i hv no say. n lastly. to all the gals out there. if u feel ur bf or whosoeva is tryin to manipulate u.. control u..posses u.. play around with u.. F*** him upside down n give him the boot!. enuf said.. cuz of this.. my mood ain gd.. 1st time i juz throw awy a frenship lyk this. i hope siya learns a valuable lesson from this lost frenship.
signs off..
lex