Not really busy, just plain lazy. haha.. yup.. My upper study is gonna ORD soon and tmr is his last day before he gonna clear his leave. i hope i can do his job well.. For the past few days, i haven been really slping well and having enough slp. I really need a weekend for me asap. I woke up 2 days ago realising dat i've been disfigured. ha oh no!!. shall not elaborate. ha..

i recalled in my prev blog entries i did blog sth about my gd fren siya and edmund, and here m i again talkin to another of my fren, sam with the same issue. why r guys so fickle nowadays. ha thou i admit i m fickle at making decisions at times. but still i still have my conscience to reflect on. guys treating gals as like barbie dolls. play them when u r happy. throw them when u had enough. or prehaps its more of bad self control. guys always uses gals unreasonable ways as an excuse to get the better of them. and gals reluctantly agrees. seriously gals will get hurt badly. i strongly feel that we guys shud treat their gf as sum1 to adore n treasure n not allowing lust to overwhelm. Its just not right.

Getting into a r/s nowadays aint easy. so many factors and considerations to understand. if 1 day i were to really rediscover the feeling which i lost 1 yr + ago, i will sincerely treasure the gal, n not allowin history to repeat itself. Honestly, from couples to marriage aint easy. nonetheless frens to lovebirds. but i hope d right 1 will appear.. haha..

this is too serious.. aint me... but when i m serious i m serious. haha ok.. enough thoughts, bad minds n stressful ideas. time to relax. Off i go to enjoy.

p.s to sam, i'll b supportin ya to the finish line. u go gal!

lex