Profile Of The Clueless
Monday, April 23, 2007
In the mist of my 17days MC, it was you who’s came to my mind. Thou days sobered, shadows enlightened, I long for a moment with you. I live in deep remorse filled with regret. Then, I realized the pain of losing someone so dear. Life became meaningless – I lived the hours alone. With you, there is something I look forward to. Without you, my eyes were always covered with tears.
Every night I sniffle myself to bed – the days of “I love you” before bedtime vanished into thin air. Even though we talk long hours, but the atmosphere turned different. You just walked away and leaving me in the dark cold room. I miss your warmth. Remember the memorable cable car dinner we had on our 5th month? whenever I looked to the photos beside me, I could hardly sleep. I don’t wanna be like your brother, I don’t wanna be your best friend, I just wanna be your lover, When will this end?
Today maybe our 10th month if we are still together but a month ago, you left my arms. You spoke apprehensively that day mentioning why we couldn’t be.
Seemed to be I’m destined to be without you.
When will you be back?
- walking aimlessly.